Is This Wisdom or Am I Losing My Mind?

Knowing me, probably a little of both.

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The Conflict Between Surrender and Productivity

Hello again my fierce, fabulous, fun-loving readers! I'm hoping I'm not out on my own here in this weird headspace I've found myself.

A couple weeks ago, I seemed to have drifted into a new liminal space that I haven't found my way through yet. What's happening is my inner Punk Granny is wrestling with the urge to just chill and let the universe do its thing, while also feeling the itch to be productive. But it's not a crossroads, where I can see two paths to take. This is more like my path has led to the edge of a cliff and in front of me there is only a dense fog.

So I'm just standing here trying to decide if I'm supposed to trust that there is something worthwhile on the other side, or if it's a call to turn back around and find a new pathway around.

In practical terms, I'm contemplating whet…